SlowdownWhat's that saying? The "be kind to blah blah BLAH" one Seriously? No thanks. Not in the mood to live to that standards anymore. I've been that kid for far too long. "Oh Alex, you're so responsible!" "Dude, you're like the poster kid for good kids." No more, OK?! NO MORE. I don't wanna be that kid anymore. It's time for a change. It's time for - for something. I dunno, all I know is that it's time and I want it now. I'm sick of being the go-to kid. Sick of people asking me if I'm gonna be a nurse one day. Does it look like I wanna be a fucking nurse?! Sick of being looked at like I'm only wanted for my dependability. I wanna do something else.Slowdown by AliciaLisha
I wanna go to college. I wanna be my own person. I wanna have my own family someday. I wanna be Normal. Yeah, that's what I wanna be. NORMAL. How fucked up is that? To want to be normal? To wanna go back to my tenth birthday and beg God to let my mother stay well while I get to do other kid things -
The LastToday? Today's my last day as human or my last at all. It's the first day of summer - happy twenty-first birthday to me. Instead of a party - I either get hitched or die. Simple right? Yeah - I forgot to mention it's to a fairy, didn't I? Not one of those Tinkerbell types - they're human sized and ass-wipes, all gorgeous and other-worldly. Blech. Apparently, my drug addict of a mother forgot to mention she promised me to some fairy called the Summer Prince before she O.D-ed a few years back. Thanks mom, a lot. Thanks for not telling me that you set up my destiny. Karma kicked your ass, didn't it?The Last by AliciaLisha
Why am I supposed to die today? Well, apparently I'm not supposed to go fucking the dude that's my knight. Oops? Like I didn't know! Seriously, I was - still am - in love with the man. He was my best friend, my lover, I trusted Ryland with everything Well, he's brain-dead now - and probably left out to be eaten by wild boars somewhere in the Baltic. That's just how th
Recently, I was asked - 'Where do you find your models?'|
Most of my models are friends and family friends. And some are from my photography class. But most of the time I take a snapshot, walk up to the person, introduce myself and get their name. Yes most are strangers. ^^
I also like the sporadic feel of not having the same two models in a row. I'm odd that way.
Current Residence: TEXAS, USA
Favourite genre of music: Musicals
Favourite style of art: fast-shot Photography
MP3 player of choice: ZUNE
Wallpaper of choice: Adam Lambert in concert - shot by myself.
Personal Quote: Holy Hopscotchin' Hamburglers Batman!